Sorry it has been awhile since I have written. Like I said in my first blog, my life is not that interesting, but I will try to highlight some of the things I have been up to lately. Recently, I want to say about three weeks ago, I received a letter in the mail saying that I made the Deans list for the third or maybe even the forth time in my collage career. Now although I was happy, I guess I really was not that exited, like my mom was. After making it so many times I just expect myself to make it again through how hard I push myself, and If I don't I see my self as failing. Well when I told James, I found what he said funny. He said oh. Now you might be asking why is this funny, well b/c about a week after I received my letter, he received one saying he made the dean's list the last semester of his college career, and made a hug deal about it. Don't get me wrong I am so proud of him, this is a major achievement for him, it is just funny how different the responses were.
In other news I am still looking for a job =(. I just applied at one place over the weekend and mailed my resume off to a new credit company, that is about to open in temple. I was hoping that with using career services through UMHB I would have something by now, but they said they are just now starting to get leads. I guess I am to the point where I might have to do an unpaid internship since I graduate NEXT MAY!!!! God only know though, how I would fit that into my schedule. I am hoping however,as bad as it sounds, that James finds a job before I do. I think I have just about given up on reminding him and overly bugging him, it has gotten me no were. I thought he was going to apply at some places when we made his resume, but I guess I was wrong. I think he is hoping a job will just fall in his lap, or someone else will find one for him, but he needs to wake up and realize that is not going to happen.
Some up coming events in which i am looking froward to, and well some in which i am not, are a concert April 28th and summer school. I bet you can pick which one I am looking forward to and which on I am not. This summer I will be taking 13 hours, 6 in May, 4 in June, and 3 in July. A lot of people are calling me crazy for doing this, but I am sick of school and just want to be done. For this semester the only big thing in which I have left to do, is a test on Wednesday and my finial exams. I do have to ask though that you guys keep your fingers cross and hope I did well on my financial risk management test I took last week, I really need an A.
Ok and th last thing in which I am going to write about, in which I guess you could say I have been up to, but in my mind, is when is James going to ask me to marry him. Don't get me wrong I am quite content where we are now, but it would be nice I guess to know how he felt about this topic. I know however, that I could never truly have a serious conversation with him over this topic. I would not be so annoyed about this topic, if everyone would stop asking me the question of are you guys engaged yet or when is he going to ask you. I have teachers from high school, friend, his friends, and professors from college always asking and some ask with him standing right next to me! When this happens I feel that I have to protect him and quickly change the topic. I guess over all it is just frustrating not knowing how he feels, and seeing people I know getting married to people they met after James and I started dating. About a year ago we got on the topic, and he said he could not see himself married for a long time and I just still want to know if that is true. At the same time however if he is planning on asking me anytime soon, I don't want to ruin the surprise, or discourage him.
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