It has been a long week, the lest to say. I finished with finals, getting four As and a B for my semester end grades. I am glad to be done for the semester, I wish I was done for good though, like james. Today was a very exciting but bitter sweet day like I expected it to be. I got to see James graduate, as mention in my earliar blog, but I had to say goodbye to his mom. After Graduation we all went out to eat and then we had to say out goodbyes. I told myself that I would not cry, that I needed to be strong for James, but I could not help by to let tears flow like a stream. Once saying our goodbyes and returning home James said that he was actully suppriesed that I joined in with the waterworks as he called it. I told him that, I knew it was probably happen b/c I know I hold his mom dear to my heart and miss her.
When we returned home, the afternoon was vary relaxing, we really did not do any thing special, just lied around and watch TV. I told James we could go out and do what ever he wanted but he said there was nothing he wanted to do. Around 7 o'clock we went to his house to feed animals and then headed to Namis. Namis is an amazing Japanese stake house. We both were not that hungry from eating a late lunch, so we just order the namis special for two, there was plenty left over. I told James we should be nice and give the left overs to Elly, but he said that I was crazy and kept the left overs for himself. After Namis we did the same thing we had done all day, just relaxing and picking on one another. it was I nice day, except for the goodbye.
With James Graduating I do have to say I am a little scared for what lies ahead of us. I know he is enter a new chapter in his life, while I am still stuck in the old one. I keep telling myself that everything is going to be the same and for the most part, our relationship will not change, but there is alway the what ifs. I guess I just will have to lie my worries aside, and have faith that we will get through this new transition in his life together.
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